20041113

sad excuses and false hopes high

dance today.
huang decided to just send in one dance
just like that.
abit byebye to all the effort we put in
esp pple in the chi dance ?
though im in modern,
but its like reallyreally unfair ??
i mean, after everything,
one word from him and all our hardwork goes down the drain.

i know i really shld be grateful huanglaoshi decided to be nice and put me in.
but it feels like im actually dancing for the instructor(s) and not for myself.
and i dont need some teeeecher giving me this i-dont-think-you-can-dance look
fine.
i dont think i can dance too.
i dont knw why im in this dance.
luck, maybe.

i think yelaoshi is probably a RATHER nice tcher
compared to the other tchers in horizon.
at least she doesnt discriminate
well at least shes nice to stnicks pple
yeah.
i shall consider returning to horizon
but not continuing
like no way.
what if i get teeeechers like pan :/
its as if picking on innocent students like me has became her latest hobby.
(she thinks its fun)
godd.
like that i dont think il even go for ONE lsn

-.-

Something isn't right
I can feel it again feel it again
This isn't the first time
That you left me waiting
Sad excuses and false hopes high
I saw this coming still
I don't know why
I let you in

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable (so predictable)
So take your empty words your broken promises
And all the time you stole cause
I am done with this
I can give it away give it away
I'm doin everything I should've
And now I'm makin a change
I'm living the day
I'm giving back what you gave me
I don't need anything


i dont get herr



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